ThevilKitty666

As the darkness falls over me i close my eyes and try to see your face but all i see is black The pitch darkness so cold chills run up and down my spine As you are not here there is no warmth in my life only cold cold darkness. I live through everyday seeing others so happy and normal i wish to feel this way again but i am lost i can't find my way through this darkness i just walk around mindlessly with no real purpose to live until one day i see a light at the end of a long dark tonnel i come to obsticals things start getting in my way i feel like quiting giving up now but i hear your voice and i hang on to it for yo

I'm awaiting the day till i see your face. I'm awaiting the day till u call my name. I'm awaiting the day till im in your arms and never have to worrie bout a thing. I'm awaiting the day when im out of this place. I'm awaiting the day when it's finaly over. I'm awaiting the day when the pain will stop and i will be HAPPY forever more. I'm awaiting the minute when the bell will ring. I'm awaiting the minute when i walk away. I'm awaiting the minute when my mind will stop thinking and there will be no need to wright anylonger.

All through the roads i twist and turn. My mind, my soul, my spirit yerns to be in your arms safe from danger to all around i am a stranger. Im lost in a land unfailiar to me I hope that this is all a dream. The darkness comes from all around as i sit to myself and listen to the sound of the almost silent beat of my heart I need some kind of motivational start before my mind just go's to waste and there are no more colors no more taste. Theres no need to go on i give it all up now. Im sorry for everything can you forgive me somehow. i just hope that one day you can see. all of the pain that you have caused me.

Ever hour of every day, every minute of every hour, every second of every minute i think to myself what if? why not? why me? where did I go wrong? where should i have turned right? I missed all the signs. i didn't want to look and face the truth, so i shut my eyes ran away from what was real from what it should have been and now it's worse and still i am blinded from the truth deprived of what i should know, although i should say the little truth that i hear is nothing that i want to be reminded of, so maby sometimes it's better not to know, and the poeple who love u the most don't tell you certain things for your own good. to sa

-Breath after Breath step after step week after year after life. there go's another innocent soul thanks to a fucking knife. -A poke, a push, a pounch a stab. memories put into place. a body heals and life go's on to see you face to face. -A tear or 2 to shead for you with your whole life ahead we pray for you to get better soon with the mangling thoughts of dread. -A breath a step another year later now that your on track back to the you that we all knew it's great to have u back.